One's innate nature is immutable.

 Hi everybody! 

I have been asked by a couple of people what's going on in my life, so I decided to give you all an update.

1. 

I made a HUGE professional decision: I am gonna take the bar exam in the US.

I had asked you all for ideas re my professional life, and I received quite some helpful support.  Thanks for all who wrote me, both in comments and in private emails.

The result was that I got enough courage /confidence to have a closer look into what the requirements are for me to become a member of the bar in the US. It varies from State to State, and I had a closer look at the  regulations in Texas, Ohio, New York, Illinois and California. It became clear that California is the best option for me. In California, if you are a qualified lawyer in good standing anywhere in the world, you are eligible to take the bar without extra education in the U.S.  

Right now I am in the process of collecting the relevant papers from the German bar, to prove that I am in good standing there etc. It's a bit of a hassle, but the goal is clear now. 

2.

I do know though that the most of you don't give a shit about my professional plans, lol, I know that you are here for the juicy details about my sex life and about my findings on kink and loving female domestic discipline. Ok, here it comes ;-)

My sex drive was completely gone for months. And by completely I really mean Completely. It was non-existent for a while. No intercourse, no spankings, no porn, no masturbation, nothing at all. My vanilla life was so full, I was so overwhelmed with moving to the USA, and there was so much other stuff that I had to deal with, therefore sex played no roll at all in my life. I was too tired to even think about sex in any way, shape or form. But now, -finally-, my sex drive is returning.

Loving domestic discipline, for me, is the most wonderful and intimate thing ever. For both parties it takes courage, love, and dedication. It brings people closer than most vanilla interaction ever can.

One of the best spanking memories in my life is from many years ago. I had spanked my then boyfriend at his very own office. Had given him a hand spanking over my knees, had made him stand in the corner, and had even given him a few with his own belt on his naked butt. It was exciting, and hot, and sweaty, and deep and emotional.

He was a man who usually didn't share his feelings openly. A very private person, and he never did public display of affection. That was just not his thing. But when we left the office that evening, both of us still "high" on endorphins,  he silently took my hand and we walked hand in hand through the night to his car. No words were needed. We were in perfect sync. It was one of the deepest moments of my life. It will forever be engraved in my brain.

He took the spanking for what it was. A sign of LOVE. Generally in life, if I dominate a man, I am always interested in building him up, making him bigger and stronger and helping him to let his light shine. 

Basically:

My dominant personality has risen again. I am ready to share more kinky stuff with you very soon. Stay tuned :-)