I think I did not yet complain much in my blog. So this post will be about me giving vent to my feelings.
And no, it is not written with a special man in mind. If I choose to exchange e-mails with a man, I am convinced from the bottom of my heart that he is a great guy. Therefore I do not want to get apology-mails.I do not want to hear apologies right now, because then, knowing me, of course I would say.: "It´s ok." But it is actually not.
And what are my options anyway? There is no way for me to actually give an attitude adjustment or administer corporal discipline to any of you at this point of time.
Btw: All I can say is that the Germans could not keep up with the Americans, which does not really make things easier for me....
So I could start a scene. Make the man do or not do something.But the thing is, than I would have to focus on the man again. I would be busy with thinking about what would work for him and what not. And to be honest, that can be pretty difficult and exhausting for me. Even though I am enjoying it, I am giving quite a lot of energy, thoughts, feelings and emotions.
And momentarily I want to be the one receiving care and comfort. I want to be pampered and showered with love. And just a "I would give you a great massage" is not enough. I want my man to pay attention to my needs. Because I am for sure doing the best I can to make it good for him.
I am definitely ready to move from fantasy to reality now.
I know, you men out there are busy, you need to deal with a lot of things. And thats fine with me. Would not want for you to be wimps.I want you to be sucessful and triumphant.And I know being that is a time consuming thing.
For me it is important that the man really "sees" me, that he is taking notice of my whole personality. I am not only a young german woman who can provide you with some jerk off fantasies. I am much more.
And to answer the "faq"s once and for all:
Yes, I am tall.
Yes, I have long legs.
Yes, my boobs are not bad either.
But then keep in mind that I am a lawyer, and not some professional athlet or a hot girl from a table dance bar...
Will be gone for the weekend, hope I am feeling better on monday...