I am turning 40 tomorrow.
No big party though. Just a nice lunch with 3 or 4 friends and a dinner at home with some other friends.
It is an interesting time in my life. I am trying to understand who I am and where I am at in my life. The past 5 years here with my blog have been a big pleasure for me. I thank each one of you who ever wrote or commented on my blog.
I sometimes get the same questions over and over again, so I decided to publicly answer some faq.
Are you real?
Why do you write in English?
In the beginning, when I opened my blog, it was much easier to talk about such deep and intimate and "secret" feelings in another language. The change in language helped me a lot to "distance" myself a bit from my own words and feelings.
Another reason is: I really LOVE american men. No idea why that is. I just do.
How old are you?
well, ahhhhm, 40, tomorrow :-)
When did you first know that you are into spankings?
Around the age of 14.
I was never really interested in "vanilla" sex. Already my first sexual thoughts ever were linked with dominance and submission.
Are you strict?
Nope, not really. I am always trying to please my guy. But sometimes being strict is the best way to please him ;-)
What kind of punishments do you use?
Well, I have actually used:
corner times, scoldings, orgasm denial, spankings, spankings otk, a belt, a hairbrush, writing lines, loss of privileges,... sometimes the small things make the biggest impact. It is all a matter of reaching the man emotionally and finding the right "spot" for him.
Is there a chance to meet you for real ?
Yes, there actually is a chance to meet me. I will be in San Francisco, Ca at the beginning of October.
Where is the catch with you?
I tend to be possessive, demanding, loud. I want to be the center of attention. I am not always strong, there are times when I am feeling overwhelmed and need my man to be my rock.