Monday, March 7, 2022

What's new and exciting?

 The bar exam is behind me, the results will be out on May 6th, fingers crossed. 

I had a  great time in California.

I am applying for all sorts of jobs here in the US. 

I have received support from a reader of my blog. 

And I am watching femdom porn and  can feel that my sex drive is returning.

I have been asked the other day: "Tina, what do YOU want?"

Well, here you go:

I want to have control.

I want the man to do as I tell him to do.

I want to dominate the man.

I want to be given long massages.

I want to tease and deny.

I want to touch the man whenever I want to and wherever I want to.

I want to spank the man over my knee when he misbehaves or just because I am in the mood for it.

I want to touch him possessively.

I want to give him an enema.

I want to play with his asshole.

I want to hear him beg.

I want to see him cry.

I want him to be emotional open and vulnerable.

I want him to know that he can trust me.

I want to hold him.

I want the man to feel safe in my arms and with me.


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22 comments:

  1. JenniferJcMarch 7, 2022 at 3:14 PM

    Thanks for defining your wants and needs and spelling them out.

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    1. lawyerMarch 8, 2022 at 10:00 AM

      It's always good to do that. It helps to realize where I stand and what I want. :-)

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  2. Calvin TrueMarch 7, 2022 at 4:54 PM

    We are all waiting to hear the (hopefully!) good news! On both topics!

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    1. lawyerMarch 8, 2022 at 10:04 AM

      The bar exam was really tough. I remember sitting there one morning and thinking: I am actually reaching the limits of my intelligence/brain/smartness. The two days were very very long. On the first day I arrived at the test center at 7:30 AM and left at 6:15 PM. We will see what the results are and whether I passed. I had studied a lot, but I am not sure if I actually passed. As for the job thing: I have one promising lead in a not law related field, but it is still too early to know whether it will work out or not.

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  3. JamesMarch 8, 2022 at 12:13 AM

    If you make someone cry, he begs (for real) for you to stop hurting him, and you openly show enjoyment of his suffering, how could he feel safe in your arms?

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    1. lawyerMarch 8, 2022 at 10:12 AM

      People are looking for different things and have different wants and needs.

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    2. JamesMarch 8, 2022 at 11:57 AM

      Even if the person has that “need,” at best, he is seeking to simulate cruelty toward himself by seeking those who inflict and then act indifferently to and/or enjoy his suffering. I would wonder what underlies that “need.”

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  4. FLMarch 8, 2022 at 6:07 AM

    Miss Tina, glad to her you're doing better. You must be relieved to have the bar exam behind you but anxious for the results, of course (how do YOU think you did?).
    LOVE your list! I long for the exact same things, on the other side of the coin. To be able to openly cry and beg and be vulnerable would be the ultimate in trust. To be spanked to tears, then held and comforted and yes, loved, would be Heaven.
    -FL

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    1. lawyerMarch 8, 2022 at 10:14 AM

      FL, I know I can always rely on you. You and I, we think the same when it comes to our cravings :-)
      The bar exam: we will wait and see. May 6th will be here soon and we will know.

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    2. FLMarch 8, 2022 at 3:36 PM

      Somehow you manage to hit on the exact right (for me anyway) combination of tender/loving/giving and strict/cruel/demanding.
      Sigh.

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    3. lawyerMarch 8, 2022 at 6:10 PM

      :-)

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    4. AnonymousApril 17, 2022 at 12:11 PM

      I agree with FL.

      Michael_Michael

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  5. AnonymousMarch 9, 2022 at 6:50 AM

    you dont give lines?

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    1. lawyerMarch 9, 2022 at 9:40 AM

      Sure, if the right guy and the right opportunity shows up.

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  6. AnonymousMarch 12, 2022 at 1:20 PM

    First off, good luck with the bar exam. Second, what an awesome list! I’d love to be on the receiving end of it (well maybe not the enema!). Enjoy your blog, please keep us updated.

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  7. Adult schoolboyMarch 12, 2022 at 5:56 PM

    i never get penalties but early bedtime punishments time 18 p.m. at 16 p.m. I have to dress in pajamas only received this punishment from Monday 7 March until Friday 11 March for 5 evenings i was very naughty I always sleep with teddy bears

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    1. lawyerMarch 13, 2022 at 12:08 AM

      Sending a man to bed early was a HUGE turn on for me. I felt like I had super powers.

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  8. Adult schoolboyMarch 28, 2022 at 5:28 PM

    i feel like another child of 8 years . That has been punished because I do not comply with agreed rules and that is better for myself. hard and long spanking on my bare buttocks and early bedtime punishments at 18 pm.

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  9. Adult schoolboyApril 5, 2022 at 10:38 AM



    not trying my best with school roleplay. spanking hard on my bare buttocks and next 3 evenings I will be sent to bed at 18 pm as a punishment. Today wasn't the first time I did naughty driving school roleplay




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  10. AnonymousApril 11, 2022 at 5:52 PM

    The Bar can be tough, are you in the US or Germany your blog isn't clear only that you are looking for a job in the US and it seems like you broke up with the guy you were seeing.

    Pebble

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  11. AnonymousApril 13, 2022 at 5:37 PM

    Will keep my fingers crossed for you. SB

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    1. lawyerApril 14, 2022 at 8:49 AM

      Thanks. Have been thinking of you. I will write to you one day and explain a few things, but it is not the right time yet.

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