It´s friday night here in Germany. I am feeling sad.
I would love to chat with a certain man in the US, but it seems like I am heming him in (?--- I do not even know the english term...I am pretty sure I have never done such a thing before in my whole life. But then, I have never been so interested in one man before either...)
I do not want to spoil all your hot fantasies, but even a dominant woman does not know all the time what to do.
He did not say it explicitely, but my gut feeling tells me he would want for me to shut up for a little while. Give him some space. And in a way I do understand him. Both him and me are dealing with pressing real life problems.
But ME, I just would love to hear his voice, laugh with him, talk with him. This does ALWAYS make me happy. I think he just does not realise how much even a short email from him would mean to me right now.
And, as much as I love to push a man, I would never push him towards me.
Ahhh, I am just at a loss