In a post, a couple of days ago, I mentioned that I´d be afraid that some people did get a look behind my curtain and had a chance to see more of me and my personality. At the time of posting that entry, that situation made me very insecure. I can honestly tell, that everything I write in my blog is true. So there is actually no need for me to be afraid of people getting to know me even better. There is in a way no discrepancy between my internet personality and the person I am in "real life". Having said that, I am of course much more complex than it might look like to people just skimming through my page.And I am surely not always the tough, knowing all, dominant woman.
However I realise that it is an essential part for me to open up as well, if I ever want to find the right man.Only by communicating and talking about my wants, needs, fears and hopes is there even a chance for me to find what I am looking for. It is just so, that by telling explicitely what I would like to have, chances are bigger that the men and their needs do not run concur with my wantings. And that is of course an idea I do not like :-)